mind citadel
selected works found elsewhere
writing
"monster girls tease the zoetrope massacre," bullet points, 08/2024 - on elden ring's shadow of the erdtree DLC (2024), yuri manga scanlators, and dark fantasy dykes
"every bedroom you've ever entered," ex research, 07/2024 - on broken guitars, snowbanks of tablature, and some good records from 2024
"flowers yet bloom in this rotted church," bullet points, 03/2024 - on final fantasy vii: rebirth (2024), discovering hentai, and devotion to the doomed girl
"chasing certain doom," game informer, 10/2023 - on boomer shooters, new blood interactive, and lovecraftian labyrinths
"how hannah diamond broke my heart in high definition," ex research, 10/2023 - on hannah diamond's perfect picture (2023), devastating photorealism, and acolytes of scritti politti
music
all of the below releases, along with 74 others, are free on bandcamp.
and roar until death, 06/2023
Bandcamp New & Notable Nov 7, 2023
crispy doom, 01/2021
Bandcamp New & Notable Nov 7, 2023
GP LP 3.5/2: on the opulence of astroturf, finding silver-tongued cybersnakes in ancient chat logs, and dissecting appendices of artifacts from alternate martywoods in service of the deletion of god, 07/2020
Bandcamp New & Notable Nov 7, 2023
tales from martywood, 06/2019
s. rabbit
about the blog
intimate internet thought archive. gender, music (making, listening), video games, road trip delirium, soul bending, sexuality, insomnia, weepy epiphanies, neglecting to finish the bowl, wet lattices of memory, shame, lines of dialogue that i think would be funny in a screenplay. maybe some fiction. a safe space for lurkers. please be nice.
written by pao / goose pimple.
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